DATING, oh boy.

Have you ever met someone who is just absolutely perfect for you in every way, only they are dating someone? His/her eyes are the right color, hair, height, funny attitude (or not depending on your taste), the things they believe in or the vehicle they drive...EVERYTHING IS PERFECT...only they are dating someone else. Then when you see who they are dating you think to yourself "what the hell?" meaning of course that they are ALL WRONG for said person you secretly want to woo? Whats up with that? Do the right guys (in my case) just always seem to end up with the wrong person..leaving us devoted love searchers in the dust?

What if that person that they are with really isn't all that bad for them..you just think so because you think your better? Or prettier, or cooler? Maybe they are JUST like you in every way and that's why they are dating them? Also, Why is it that by some small miraculous fraction of a chance that things don't work out between them you immediately want to snatch that person right up..just in case there is not even ONE other person on this planet (even tho there are over 6 billion people on the planet right now) that could possibly be just as good..if not better? So there you are all blinded by the blissful insanity of lust and determination pouncing on your prey even tho its just a baby and isn't even going to satisfy you for more than a few days (lion appetite here) but hey! they are right there right now when your hungry. So you pounce. Had you have waited they might have grown up to be strong big bulls (or gazelles heh heh) and you could have searched and picked just the right one so that you know that when you go in for the kill it will be worth it. Or maybe they already are big and strong and your the baby trying to impress everyone else with your big catch. The campaign for love is INSANITY!

So what should you do? Pounce? wait it out? possibly let your one true love walk right by you and not do anything about it? Is it really worth it? How many movies are made every year that have to do with some crazy twisted love brain fart that nobody can figure out but somehow miraculously at the end of the movie everything smooths over...sometimes its not the BEST happy ending but its definitely more exciting and easier than in real life. But lets not compare true life to fictional movie shiz even though it comes to my mind more often than not. I don't have a conclusion nor do I have any answers on any of the posted questions so far so my next question is, WHO DOES? Isn't there anyone out there in this giant world that can answer any of this? And by who I mean a real person who can physically guide and show all of us love shot nobodies a way towards the light...not by some symbolic message of a burning in the bosom through prayer (wah wah).

Maybe I need to be looking somewhere other than Utah? Maybe my one true love is somewhere over in Kazakhstan and is dying to find someone just like me. They say that there is most likely one other person on this planet that looks similar or exactly like you so maybe its the same for your love...and they are British...or Russian..or Egyptian! that would be rad. I need to take a foreign trip to Uruguay or something. If it took my brother and his wife leaving the country to finally make a daughter maybe its the same for me and finding a decent guy? I don't want to pounce..I want to be swept up. :(

"That love at first sight should happen to me, was Life's most delicious revenge on a self-opinionated fool." UGH